lostinrainbows: April 2010


Overstimulated senses. A black hole capable of swallowing every emotion that gets in its way. A galactic beast that wants you to quit. No matter the consequences. A potent force that gives you nothing more than pain. Again.
There's a switch you have to flip. Within the city limits. You're searching for the switch. It will show you the way. The solution. The light. The joy.
Your tears touch the cold ground, while you walk. Always in the city centre. Your never-ending quest has just began. You can't escape now. You and only you have to finish this. No one can help.
Imagine a circle
You're on its perimeter
You spin like an electron
You want to reach the center

Someday you'll find your way
Your tears will dry
Your face will shine
The present will become past

No Reason Ever Was Given

Stranded outside in the rain.
Watching the trains go by.
There's nothing I can do to stop them.
I don't want to. I need a ride. With you.
Trains go by as fast as the thoughts on my mind.
Our heads touch each other. I think I can read your thoughts.
Mine are sealed, trapped inside my brain, encrypted in a language I can't speak.
I want you to help me. Unlock them for me. I know you can.

The Forbidden Book

This is the forbidden book.
Everything I have ever known or learned is there.
The past is on its pages, looking straight at my eyes.
There are many blank pages in the end.
That's the future. My future. Our future.
And it's forbidden. I can't read it.
It's there. I can't see it.
No matter how much I try, not even one of those pages will divulge something about the future.
My future.
Our future.
And that's the joy of it all.